Monday, April 29, 2019

The Academy Is Changing...




The Academy is changing.
The Pure event for which we have been preparing 
for such a long and interesting time, 
is slowly sliding into being.
Like waking up one day and realising
one is an adult.
Somewhere there was an invisable membrane 
which divides childhood and adulthood
 and suddenly without warning 
one has moved from one to the other.

The Academy is different.

It is no longer the School we started 
so many years ago in Miranda's house in London.
The room was lit by a Globe of the Earth 
that Miranda had bought for her Son.
I remember saying to this little group of people
"You have no idea what is been concieved here tonight"
And the Light inside the Globe went out.
This was not imagination, 
it may have been coincidence.
4 of the 5 people who were there, 
are still in The Academy and that was 11 years ago.
We now have branches in LA, Austin, 
New York, South Africa, Van Couver, 
Tucson,Mexico, now Chicago 
and of course London with Germany patiently waiting.
We have been given more abilities since then 
and I do feel that whoever  C Influence are?
I trust they are pleased with their work.
For I know that nothing could have been different...
Nothing.
I have watched each of you over the years 
been carved from your original shells 
and I have been honoured 
to watch your respective unfoldings.
I have learned so much from you all by learning 
to see through your senses and feeling your feelings 
both joyful and sorrowful.
The hard work of splitting in the dark 
underground like a seed has been done 
and we have prevailed into the light. 
We are now like the plant growing 
and soon something of indiscribeable beauty 
will emerge....Our Flowering, 
followed in due course by our Fragrance.
I want to thank you all 
for your part in this a most divine play
Love
~Mervyn  (written in 2001)


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Friday, April 26, 2019

Mervyn Used To Say ...



Samuel Gray

Mervyn used to say, "we have an "I" every three seconds". 
I can see him sitting there with his watch, 
demonstrating, and humming. 
When meditating, 
dividing my attention with my breath and third eye, 
the "I's" fade into this silence Rumi speaks of. 
And then there is Union - 
with the entire Universe. 
No words. 
The door that opens
between the known and unknown.
~E


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Wednesday, April 24, 2019

I Want to Be...



I want to be with those who know secret things
or else alone.
~Rainer Maria Rilke

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Monday, April 22, 2019

Only With Others...




Only with others, 
my emotional center is engaged 
and is motivated enough to sustain a Moment, 
or read something to share at a meeting. 
Today I was waiting for the meeting to begin, 
in order to share ideas, 
angles, thoughts on the Work, 
not ordinary LIFE stuff. 
Life makes me dizzy, and deaf and dumb. 
I need FOOD 
and only with others and through other students 
I am able to BE HERE more. 
~L

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Friday, April 19, 2019

As I Sit Here...



Gates of Paradise-Lorenzo Ghiberti

As I sit here I have verifications every day.
 
 
But they are not the big sexy ones 
about huge higher states, 
and the Gods piercing me, 
or my soul seeing the inside of an orange 
or floating under the noses of people at King of Hearts dinners 
(as Mervyn used to describe).
No. 
Mine are once again noticing when I am negative, 
identified, seeing my body type 
and feature over and over and over again.
The machine then produces I's that say,
"hey man, you've been in the Work
for a long time. 
Isn’t time to graduate from these?”
But what else can I do? 
This is what I am shown. 
These are the doors I am going through. 
Yes, there have been major experiences that propel me forward. 
And I constantly try to push myself to deepen my understandings. 
But I have to be real
and patient and trust and, 
for me keep serving.
~J


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Wednesday, April 17, 2019

In The Academy...


Sergey Roy

In the Academy we have the possibility 
of so many doors opening to us to the unknown. 
The Work, 
in its most mystical moments 
is about the possibility of penetrating to universal truth, 
and having a direct relationship with the unknown, 
the Divine.
~J

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Friday, April 12, 2019

I Will Tell You One Thing...



"I will tell you one thing that will make you rich for life.
There are two struggles:
an Inner- world struggle and an Outer-world struggle...
you must make an intentional contact between these two worlds;
then you can crystallize data from the Third World,
the World of the Soul."
~G.I. Gurdjieff




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Wednesday, April 10, 2019

When I am Present ...




When I am present there are no identifications. 
I observe an “i” and let it go. 
Dividing attention is such a powerful practice. 
To maintain focus on my breath, 
a piece of music, the touch of my fingers on the keyboard, 
all at once, well then there is no room for incessant thoughts, 
no space for them to take root. 
And then I am in the realm of the soul 
where true thought can blossom.
Then understanding has the possibility of developing.
~J

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Friday, April 5, 2019

I Have Been Feeling ...



I have been feeling even when I was a very little girl
this desire to help those in need. 
To bring harmony. 
When I do something in my essence, 
like teach a yoga class, or write a poem, 
or support a mission that I believe in; 
it feeds my soul with inSpiration (spirit), 
aliveness, and joy.
It is truly a gift what we have been given. 
And the conscious beings before us 
left us a trail through their essence.
The world needs it. 
We need it. 
To be infused with the nectar of our and His divine light. 
It gives us purpose. 
We want to get out of bed
and be present to the miracle of divinity
and how it wants to serve through us. 
We get fed through our essence
and how we add to the celestial pot.
~S

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Wednesday, April 3, 2019

With the Work...


Vidmantas Goldberg

With the Work, 
we little by little accustom ourselves
to the brilliance of the soul, 
first in ourselves, and then in others, in all of nature. 
Or perhaps it is the other way around. 
We delight in those who have "washed the gums" from our eyes, 
so we can see the harmony of creation all around us, 
feel it's connections, live its essence...
And then we "live the questions" 
until we finally begin to see our true place in it all, 
our True Personality and Essence. 
Perhaps it is some of both.
The biggest step for me, though, 
has been giving myself permission
over and over to really learn to SEE, 
and more importantly 
to freely BE who I realize I have been all along. 
What a gift.
~J


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Monday, April 1, 2019

Listen...





“Listen: this world is the lunatic's sphere,
Don't always agree it's real,

Even with my feet upon it
And the postman knowing my door

My address is somewhere else.” 
~Hafiz


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