Acceptance of myself
is a major part of becoming more real for me.
This is the battle or the work with false personality.
False personality simply cannot be bothered
to do anything
that will not support the picture it has of itself.
Anything contrary is buffered outright.
Unfortunately,
it usually takes a shock of some kind
to bring one down to one’s knees
and see oneself for who one really is.
This is not necessarily a negative.
It can be quite a relief,
as the machine, at least temporarily,
no longer needs to support
the false picture of itself,
which is a lie,
and which takes a tremendous amount of energy
to support mechanically.
The machine will act quickly
to shelter itself behind the false personality,
however, I feel this sheltering
is slowed and even stifled through self-remembering,
which leads one to acceptance and forgiveness
and closer to one’s true self and ultimately,
the gods.
~J
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