I had concluded
that I do not know how to love.
This is less dramatic than it sounds.
We've never had the chance
to know this approach to loving...
but I want to learn.
Yes, it is compelling and rather difficult.
As you recall Mervyn says that Love,
as the core object of our study,
is not a feeling but a State.
I was wondering that, maybe,
some musicians (the true ones)
what they do create
is like a transcript of that connection
with the State of Love.
Perhaps not all the musicians are able to reach,
and then be able to sustain,
that State of pure Joy,
Bewilderness, and Love.
And when they do so
they are able to "transcript" from the highest place
something to remember,
that will last forever,
because conscious work is timeless,
and has no expiration date.
Of course,
not everybody creates that kind of music.
And -perhaps-
this requires a degree of sophistication and education
to become accomplished musicians
and then to CREATE actual Music.
Ordinary "music" will be forgotten in a year or two.
But real creations can endure the passing of time.
From, like, two months ago,
I have been writing small poems.
Not in the form of verses but actual paragraphs.
They are a recollection of profound moments
I used to have with a formal lover.
I'm writing them as a deliberate exercise
to squeeze those moments that deserve to be remembered,
'cause they were moments when I was able,
when we were able to contemplate our Souls.
The title I was thinking of
"Alejandro, the student who contemplated his Soul". "
~
Alejandro Guerra Aguilera
