C:
Part of our suffering is to see sleep on a larger scale. As Mervyn once said, " there is no justice, there just is"
Mervyn:
Too much preoccupation with the past and ones suffering can be the last refuge for vanity. It is basically an indulgence and often an account which has to be destroyed for the healing process to begin it’s work. Whereas, to regenerate ourselves requires the process of regeneration. Often we mix up pain in the emotional center; whose job it is to heal it. Two different processes often mistaken for each other.
H:
Could you clarify the last bit, about mixing up the healing and regeneration process?
Mervyn:
The regeneration process requires a triad to be in place. There must be denying force in any triad. One cannot complain or moan about the type of denying force that has been given. The fact is; it is there and thank God for it. The next step is to regenerate the denying force or it will degenerate you. These laws are simple and not to be taken personally, whatever friction and regrets you are referring to.
H:
Could you talk about regeneration, are you referring to the anger and identification as being the denying force?
Mervyn:
Yes. Regeneration is an internal process, healing is an external process. Meaning not of the inner-world. To regenerate, I used to say to S years ago, "that one would have to eat mountains of s#@*" Jesus put it more eloquently, " love your enemy". By that he meant denying force or ones friction, or ones enemies. This is ESSENTIAL, to the triad of regeneration. Therefore, one must love and appreciate it; it is the stuff the triad needs. The delicacy of the excuse is not taken into account, you do it or you fail.
H:
There seems to be a subtle problem with my machine in buffering or denying the friction in order not to feel it; and really letting go. Perhaps, it seems too easy to let it go. Perhaps, I am speaking too soon and have not struggled with it enough.
Mervyn:
The idea is not to let the friction go, but to regenerate it. Why would one want to get rid of such a gift? Regarding not feeling it, it seems your machine wants to remain in the negative part of the regeneration process. You simply must work with it and get on. This is the rock you could fall on. Who and what we are and how and why we become that, is all part and parcel of this thing called life. If one wants to join the regeneration stakes, the whole ball game changes. For healing, go to a Doctor or a counselor. To awaken, come to God. Learn the new rules or one will perish, like the rose that bloomed in your garden today. That is the, "Terror of the situation" if you fail you fail, no excuses. If you win, that is another discussion.
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